[ tugs at his hair just a liiiiiiiiiiiiiiittle bit then calmly sits down across Mikoto, checks the network, and sends mass text messages to everyone in this household while humming. ]
[ he exhales and the air around him kicks up just that little more, degrees slipping from breath-warm to prickle the beginnings of sweat. it's a listening stillness, and not the right one -- not his usual drowsing indifference, but attention like forcing heels to brace on a knife's edge.
[ a shrug. he doesn't know what's going on through Totsuka's mind after what he just said. ]
Dunno. [ he sounds unsure, but, he's no mind reader... he can't read things like these. ] He looks fine, he sounds fine... but I don't know what's in his head.
They are... aren't they. And back home... if he gets sent home... he'll have to go back to a life without Totsuka and the sharp, bitter knowledge that Mikoto's going to die.
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lightly taps the back of Mikoto's head. ]
Mikoto.
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the reek of soup clearly isn't one of them. ]
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. . . make a noise. with his eyes shut. ]
Burn something?
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Red bean soup from the Blue King.
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the blankest look, the least appetising breath. ]
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[ tapping the lid. ]
'Sides, I gave him a year's worth of anko. It'll take him a while to get through that stuff.
[ soup ain't enough to finish the entire thing. ]
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[ u n i m p r e s s e d. ]
What for?
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[ humming. ]
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Just that. . . ?
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he tried. ]
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So. Guess the next pot's yours.
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[ ... the soup looks good though. eh. can't be that bad. gets himself a bowl and takes a sip. ]
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[ ... not bad. but yeah, he doesn't need to troll loserkata anymore. anyway, he pauses before setting his spoon down. ]
Totsuka knows. [ that he's dead, died. ]
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[ but the question, really, hits closer to an accusing chord of why. ]
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who do you think. ]
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what he's waiting for, patiently in the heavy silence, is a decent reason. ]
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and then: ]
He asked. [ an unspoken, He asked and I told him, because he deserved that much. hangs in the air. ]
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still, almost gentle - ]
And?
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Dunno. [ he sounds unsure, but, he's no mind reader... he can't read things like these. ] He looks fine, he sounds fine... but I don't know what's in his head.
[ ... ]
I don't dare try ta' bring it up again.
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[ the two syllables breathed sharp, but it's more of a dismissal now. second by second, the tension ebbs. ]
We're here now anyway.
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They are... aren't they. And back home... if he gets sent home... he'll have to go back to a life without Totsuka and the sharp, bitter knowledge that Mikoto's going to die.
he laughs, quiet and rueful. ]
So we are.
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Quit that.
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